Bunda

satu nama yang selalu terbayang disetiap langkah
pendukung setia tanpa menuntut apa apa
pendengar yang tidak pernah mengeluh
walau tubuh dan batin piluh

bahagianya adalah bahagiaku
semua yang kulakukan hanya untuknya
kasih sayangnya adalah makanan bagi jiwaku
kenyamanan sejati adalah bersamanya
siapa sangka kita memiliki hobi yang sama

tuhan, jauhkanlah dirinya dari segala kesedihan
ampunilah semua dosanya

bunda,
my one true love,
aku beruntung punya bunda
ibu, inspirasi, separuh jiwa, sahabat, jadi satu semuanya
terimakasih atas segalanya
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
cintaku padamu takakan ada habisnya
aku tidak sering mengatakannya 
tapi aku ingin kau tahu, aku sayang bunda

peluk sayang,
Anakmu yang cuma 2 stasiun jauhnya ttp rindu tak terhingga

helpless,useless

one day i was at the harbor,
when i get off the boat, i needed to go to the bathroom
so i did
as i walk, suddenly i saw a dog
he was hurt, like really hurt. i wanted to cry
i want to help , i really do
but i can't do anything, i feel very helpless.

this is how i feel when i look at you
i can see those eyes, that used to light the world
isn't shining as bright anymore
that smile that's contagious,
isn't as big and sincere anymore
i can see that a lot is bothering you
a lot is in your mind
and i want to help
i want to tell you that i'm still here
i'm here, and i want to get that weight off your shoulder
but now, useless and helpless is what i feel
because, even i wanted to,
i don't know how
why? why can't i do anything? 

i want to tell you,dearest
that everything is going to be okay
light the world
you are an aurora
even when the whole world cannot see it

you are that one star that shine


love,
A

Learning to drive a car

I've been trying to find the right words to describe relationships

And i think now i can say that relationship 

Falling in love

Is a lot like learning how to drive a car.....

When you want to drive...first you have to start the engine

Here is like getting to know the person 

You familiarize yourself to him/her

And then you hit the gas

You're starting to show him/her that you're interested in that person

You give her/him more attention

Constant want to talk to that person

Making topics..even dumb ones...just so you can keep talking

Here's the twist

Sometimes we forgot to hit the break

Not knowing when to stop

Because let's face it we're still learning at this point

So here's what people around you are for

Guide you and tell you to stop, because they can see better

Unbiased

But what do we do? We don't listen

We keep going like gazillion miles an hour not knowing there's a cliff ahead of us

and BOOM! we fall into that cliff hard...

Not knowing how to get back up

Like that's not hard enough already, the people around you will say "i told you so"

Knowing when to hit the gas and break is not enough for you to be able to drive

There's also signs, traffics, rules, you name it

You gotta learn how to park and know where to park, you can't just park anywhere you want

So look for that sign, follow the rules

If there's a stop sign, stop

If there's a red light , stop

If there's a green light, you're good to go

Sometimes tho, we missed that sign

So what do you do? Be very careful

Be patient

Because

Eventually you'll get the hang of it

And you're at your final destination.

When you're there.....look for a place to park

There won't always will be

So be even more patient

And you will be

Where you're supposed to be

Allegra

&the help of anindita