blessed

these past few days, i've been happy
for a long time i'm actually...happy
i am so blessed, by a lot of things especially experiences,
friends
family
love
and i thank god everyday

but what confused me is....
it doesn't feel right
don't get me wrong
it feels good and i'm thankful but it doesn't feel right

maybe
i'm afraid that
eventually, someone or something
is going to take that away from me
how silly

so now what i'm trying to do is
embrace it, every single second

thanks god, for every happiness you've given me
and i pray, for the one i love
to feel your warm everyday

love,
A