Apparently this year has just started

So....it's been a while, huh?
I am sorry for the last couple of months until the new year came (Happy 2016, ya'll!) I've been crazed with all sort of stuff. Finally, I get a chance to just chill, read a book, play piano and guitar, and post this first post of this year so yes I am glad!

Since the last post I posted, I've been:

1. Finished my internship program and report, the score is also not bad. The internship program was such an eye opener. To the real world, the working world. I met some awesome people. Cheers to my intern buddies, Mba Alfra, Kak Nadia, Kak Devina, Kak Shirin and other people who I met! I miss everyone.
2. Spent the holidays in Bali with the whole family which was great, I needed the break.
3. Going crazy over my thesis that I finally submitted and now waiting for the scheduling for the defense for it. That thing really consumed me (I brought my laptop to that holiday and did some of it in Bali, pfft!). But I hung in there and finished it. I am nervous as hell  for the next step but hopefully it will go well! I am still nervous every time I have to do public speaking, and this is probably going to be one of the most important presentation of my life? So, just wish me luck.
4. Learning to do make-up properly.
5. Listening to Justin Bieber's new album
6.Tricked by an online shop jackass who took my money. (Haven't deal with it until now, I don't care, he'll rot in fucking hell. What goes around comes around)

It was such a ride, last year! I've learnt a lot, met some new people, challenged myself, and all kinds of stuff. One think for sure tho, I've grown, a lot. It's scary how you can change in a year, huh?

One other thing that I realized, I didn't read much last year because I don't have the time, and when I do I'm so drained I can't even finish a page. I am not happy about it. I don't even want to know how many books I finished last because I think I can count it with one hand. That is not acceptable!
This year, I have to finish more books. In fact, I am starting one right now, it's Schizo by Nic Sheff, about a teenager dealing with schizophrenia, ya'll should check it out.I think I might finish it tonight (maybe). I also have other books that is on my list that I hope I can finish all this year.

I also hope to accomplish some stuff this year. I hope after the defense of my thesis I can graduate and receive my degree. That is like my main goal the beginning of this year. I also want to focus on myself after that, a lot I want to do and it scares me a little bit. I want to be financially independent, travel more, and experience more. I also want to be able to deal with my anxieties and worries (with professional help, maybe? My parents won't understand tho.), be physically and mentally healthy, get a masters degree scholarship overseas, and some other stuff. Wow a lot to do. I hope I can achieve all of it one by one, step by step, and have the strength to get there. I know everybody have to start from the bottom, so that's where I'll start.

Apparently this year has just started, and It's gonna be one hell of a year!:) So, hang in there everybody, enjoy the ride ahead and I hope you can achieve everything you want to achieve this year!

Allegra