Coffee Break

ever felt that you just needed a break? a break from everything?
right now i  just want to shut my life for a moment.
i live , i know i'm living.
but it's just all transparent you know
it's like i'm a robot who's everything in it's life is controlled

i'm tired
tired of losing my mind and explode every other day
i'm tired
tired of realizing that time is moving so fast
so fast that it's scaring the hell out of me
i'm tired
tired of facing people every single day
i'm tired
tired of puting this mask on my face
pretending to be someone deep down i know i'm not
i'm tired
tired of saying i'm fine when i'm not
when everything is not.
i'm tired
everything is so exhausting.

i just need a coffee break. with someone that matters the most to me
i just want to be okay again.

Loves,
Allegra