Fears

Manusia itu manusia. Pasti punya rasa takut.
seperti saya sendiri , saya punya rasa ketakutan yang berlebihan pada kecoa.
yes. that small little bastards can make me scream on the top of my lungs when i saw them
it's just....KENAPA ADA KECOA DI DUNIA INI, RIGHT?
pointless stupid ugly disgusting creatures
not to mention if they can fly. it's like...are you kidding?!?! errgh
baru beberapa hari lalu. tiba2 ada kecoa ON MY FREAKING BED
can you imagine how freaking out i was?
yeap , i hurt my arm.
jadi of course gue tereak2,right? jadilah gue heboh segala macem. then it was gone
suddenly it's climbing my wardrobe. and my mba killed it. and life is good again

selanjutnya ketakutan saya ada di darah. not my own tho.
kayak kalo di action movies which of course there's blood everywhere
jadinya ngilu sendiri aja gitu ha-ha-haaaaaa
kayak kemaren , lagi belajar and my book mention this blood abnormality disease
so , without knowing what i was doing , i google-d it.
just looking at it mau muntah dan ngilu sendiri. hiiiih ngebayangin lagikan jadinya
salah banget nih hahaha
but really those creeps the hell out of me.

tapi ya belakangan ini , saya sering banget yang namanya paranoid.
like my fears is on another level.
kayak if something touched my right foot. gue bisa kayak orang kaget yang hampir lompat.
then it turned out just my left foot. really, brain? really? -_-
atau kalo tiba2 ngerasain tiba2 ada sesuatu di kasur,
which turns out only my towel or something.
not only those kind of fears tho
kayak kadang2 lagi chatting sama orang , i think about what i said
then thinking "CRAP!!! SALAH NGOMONG DEH!!" which turns out to be just fine.

i seriously need to relax -_-
 sometimes i just can't help it , you know?
okay so , what are your fears?

OH OH! gue bsk midterms nih
udah belajar dari kemaren nggak kelar-kelar banyak banget
ah wish me luck people. i'm just gonna do my best and let god do the rest
shizzzz now i'm freaking out about the exam

anyway , as i was saying , try to get over your fears
kalo kata joey tribianni
"you scared of height , go to the top of a building , you scared of bugs....go get a bug"
cheers!

Loves,
Allegra